August 27, 2007

A mommy



The last two months have proved my strong attitude wrong. I feel like I am falling apart slowly each day. I would refrain from using the word "baby" often because it puts a pain in my side. Who knew that emotional pain could transfer to be physical pain? I didnt. And I also didn't know that my Creator had more challenges in mind for me.

Today I felt like giving up...I feel no more strength. I feel weakness and failure.

I am at a loss of words, something that doesn't happen often in my life. My husband worries as I continue to blame myself for every hardship I face...he is a great husband.

These pictures show what I want to be someday...a mommy.

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