I have been thinking all day, writing sentence upon sentence in my mind. I knew what I was going to post about...that is, until I actually sat down to the computer to write. There are so many emotions running through my mind. I am so grateful for my daughter and mainly the fact that she is growing out of her colic. This morning when I woke her up to take her to the babysitter's house, she just stared at me and smiled. It had been 3 1/2 hrs since her last feeding so she should have been screaming (and believe me, she made up for it during the car ride) but she was so happy just to see me.
And I could go on for days and days about how wonderful Davey is but I will try to keep it short. During my MANY breakdowns these past few weeks, starting with a breakdown regarding work and ending this morning with a breakdown that happened when the babysitter wasn't home, wasnt answering her phones and I had to drive Hayley to my grandparents, he has been so supportive. Why I am so emotional is beyond me! Maybe it has something to do with those post partum hormones. He has shown me in the past year more love from one person that I ever knew was possible. We've been through pregnancy hormones 2 weeks after we got married, a miscarriage, pregnancy hormones 2 months after that miscarriage, and now the birth of our daughter together. Throw in not being the richest people in the world, 2 stubborn people, and 1 colicky baby and it should have been the worst year of our lives...but without him, I wouldn't have made it.
I could brag about the loves of my life for much longer but Ill leave you with that...and with no pictures. Today was all about words, though staring at a new adorable picture of Hayley while writing this did seem to help (Ill post those adorable 3 month pics later).
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